That I didn't get here in a day,
Or surrender in defeat,
That I really, really, really, did try.
That I'd started from scratch each time,
To build a masterpiece...
Only to watch it shatter, every time.
I did try.
Would you believe me?
So this, this is my last fight,
This is the last time I try,
And, I hope you can forgive me,
When I say...
I'm learning how to give up.
I still haven't learnt, but I'm learning now...
I'm learning, how not to trust,
I'm learning, how not to love,
I'm learning, how not to hope,
I'm learning, how not to try...
But I promise you this,
With the very last ounce of strength in me,
I'm trying not to learn.